[Island Beginning with a Half-Remembered Line of Carlos Bulosan]
we grew into manhood with thoughtless
music in our ears
music that vanished the moment
it ended
there was no way to retain it
to keep the ear from going
blank
you had to pay for it each time
until they grew rich & full of spite
for the few who could remember
they found ways to single us out
tests & probabilities
the brain’s wet code mapped
like the Pacific
we were rounded
up to protect their market share
raised in isolation
dark & dumb & pitchless
but there were chance strains of music
sills & scavengers
sweepers in the wrong yard
whistling
overheard & blooming
the wild child into wunderkind
Chris Santiago is the author of Tula, selected by A. Van Jordan as the winner of the 2016 Lindquist & Vennum Poetry Prize and published by Milkweed Editions. The recipient of fellowships from Kundiman and the Mellon Foundation/ACLS, and a Finalist for the Minnesota Book Award, he received his Ph.D. from the University of Southern California and teaches literature and creative writing at the University of St. Thomas.
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